(My) Old Man

Old man..
You supposed to be the man i adored
You supposed to be my super hero
You supposed to be my depends place
But you did not

Old man..
I supposed to call you when i need something
I supposed to have a good memory with you
I supposed to have childhood like other kids
But i did not

Did i hate you? Or i just love you so much?
Did i missed you?Or i just want to forget you so bad?

I dont know or maybe i just a little bit dont care
Because i was tired hoping about you
I was tired hoping that you will be that man
The man who supposed to be I call, Dad!

Sorry, it doesn't mean that you're meaningless in my life
I just don't wanna hope anything again with you
Because i dont wanna disappointed again
I was tired of disappointment

Take care and have a good life, Dad!
In the end,  your blood still flowing in my body
You still my Dad, even though i didnt really care about it anymore

Love,

Your Daughter