Life a little rough

Hello everyone,

How are you all? I hope you all doing right and God bless you all.

Well, it's been a long time since the last time I made a post here. Time flies too fast and many works to do. And of course many things to thought about and focused on. But, it's okay I guess. I'm happy as long as my God still with me all time.

Today, I found a great picture in my facebook timeline. #akindreminder and #notetoself for me. Lately, I feel that I'm getting closer to Allah and I'm happy for that. And I'm trying to do my best to be better every day. 
I was trying to hold my anger, my disappointment, and all my problems in a good way. I was trying to feel that all of that come to me as a 'caring' from Allah. Allah knows what's best for me and Allah loves me that BIG. 

Sometimes, we thought that we've done good things and never done bad things but still life seems a little rough for us. That's not because Allah didn't response to your prayer and saw all good things you've done. Allah wants hear your voice and prayer a little bit longer. Allah wants you to depends only with Allah not else.

Just keep up the faith. Allah will never let you down. Never lost faith.
Allah loves you. Believe that. Always

Well said :)

Do the best and never lost your love to God. Because we are nothing in this universe. 

Good luck.

Have a happy life!

Ho'oponopono

“If we can accept that we are the sum total of all past thoughts, emotions, words, deeds and actions and that our present lives and choices are colored or shaded by this memory bank of the past, then we begin to see how a process of correcting or setting aright can change our lives, our families and our society.”

- Morrnah   Nalamaku Simeona -

Don't Wanna Hold This Feeling...

It's really hard to always feel this feeling
But I'm too stupid to let this feeling go
Because once I decide to lose this feeling
My life won't be the same anymore

This feeling is one of the greatest gift God ever gave to me
And I don't wanna lose this feeling
It's the feeling of loving you

But I'm not that strong to see you with other woman
Especially when that woman is not worth for you
When I know that you spend time with her
It just killing me inside, slowly

Suddenly my mood changed
And my heart skipped a beat
And it really hurt deep down
This feeling called jealousy

I don't know how I felt this
All I know that this heart had been stolen by you
Every time, every moment, it's only you
It's always have and always been you

Let me keep this feeling
Though it brings me down
I won't let go

I love you

Desperately In Love

As you know, love can be very hard to handle.

But love can be so beautiful too.

When you love someone that can't be yours, your heart hurt deep inside.

But when the one you love loves you back, the world seems even brighter than before.

Sometimes it's complicated.

But sometimes it's so simple.

When you desperately in love with someone, your heart is so vulnerable.

But when you get the love you want, your heart feels so light and happy.

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I just wishing that maybe someday,

I will  find someone like you, M.

Because you know,

When you came to my life, you make my life even brighter, lighter, and happier.

Even though you came at the wrong time and the wrong situation,

I never feel sorry for that.

Because you are the best thing that ever came to my life.

And I thank God for that.

Love you much! 

<3

New Environment

It's been a long long time since the last time I made a post. Life's been busy for a few months.

Well, every of us is sometimes scared of changes. Changes can make us uncomfortable, agree?

In early September, I faced a change in my life. I've done the thing I scared to do. And I really confused to do it at the start. But I braced myself and try to do it anyway. And as the results, it's not as hard as I thought before. And I actually done really well with it.

I was entering a new environment in my office. I accepted the offer from my partner in work to become his PA. At first, I was afraid and shame to do it, not because the job but because of myself. 

But Alhamdulillah, it's better than I thought. And I was happy with it. Wish this is the best decision I made for my career. And hope with this job, I could done my job to be promoted at the end of the year smoothly. Aamiin.

Moral of the story is don't be afraid and scared to do things that you thought can change your life into the better life. Because you never know if you never try.
Have a good day all!!

Good luck! <3

It's You (again)!

When I fall in love, all seems brighter than before.


And you came, change everything to be more beautiful

You take my love up to the sky
Make me feel perfect

Sleeping is always appealing for me. But for you, I could throw away all those sleeping things! Just to do something silly with you. <3

Can I pray that someday, condition will take us at the same place,  same time, same love, same care, same feelings, & same status?

* Just a random tweets last night when I really feel in the air. Full of love. And all that feelings came because of you, and it's always been you, and will always because of you. Know that it's really wrong but still, I can't imagine if you weren't here by my side.  I am gonna love you with my only self. I'm not gonna begging you to love me back. I just soooooo love to love you ^^

Birthday Wish List

Wooohooo, my birthday is coming! 
Can't believe I'm gonna turn to 25 very soon. Gosh, a quarter century!

I don't know why recently, I think about Birthday Wishlist. And now, I'm creating this post....
So here are my birthday wish :))


1. Promoted to Unit Manager in Prudential

This is my biggest dream for now! And I wish all of you will wish that I will achieved this dream this year! Aamiin

2. Wish that I will meet my future husband at this age and getting married

Well, I planned that I will getting marry at 24 years old. But human can only plan, but it still God that made a decision. I just wish that Allah will bring him to me at this age. Aamiin.

3.  Cocopop Crafts's Bag

Betty Bop Brown Saddle

Check out the bag here!

4. Make-Ups 

a. Naked Palette

b. Make-Up Brushes

c. em Cosmetics Products

5. Androids Phone

I'm a little bit confuse about this one, would I choose this Samsung S5

or this Oppo Find 7

And the last but not least, at this age I wanna perform Umrah with my mom and brother and see the beauty of Allah's land on this earth. Aammiinn..

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Wish that I can accomplished all my wishes at this age. Aamin

Good luck, fellas!

God bless ^^

Tribute To Palestine

This post is a tribute to our fellows brothers & sisters in Palestine.

I thought, they are all AMAZING! They never complained about what happened in their land, they never blamed God for it. They just accepted it and keep fighting for freedom. That's a true warriors!

Allah always stays with them. 

Keep patient and smiling my brothers and sisters, Jannah is waiting for you all!
Aammiinn :)

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We Will Not Go Down ( Gaza Tonight)


A blinding flash of white light, lit up the sky over Gaza tonight.
People running for cover, not knowing whether they're dead or alive
They came with their tanks and their planes, with ravaging fiery flames
And nothing remains, just a voice rising up in the smoky haze

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We will not go down, in the night, without a fight
You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools
But our spirits will never die, we will not go down
In Gaza tonight

Women and children alike
Murdered and massacred night after night
While the so-called leaders of countries afar, debated on who's wrong or right
But their powerless words were in vain
And the bombs fell down like acid rain
You can still hear that voice through the smoky haze

Back to *

Songs by Michael Heart

PRAY FOR GAZA!!!

Right now I feel so angry and upset! I heard all the news about Israel attack Gaza, Palestine. 

It's not about what our religion are,

It's all about HUMANITY! 

Our fellows brothers/sisters in Palestine were bombed by the Israeli. Many children being the victim of this attack! I even can't see the pictures of it, because it was so horrible :(

How could this people attacked this civilian? :( This Israeli doesn't have heart nor mercy. 

May Allah always protect our fellow muslims in Palestine. And Allah will granted all this holy war (jihad) victims with Jannah. Aammiin.

Let's say this pray:

" Ya Allah, I sincerely pray for my brothers & sisters, fathers & mothers, suffering in the land of Palestine. Ya Allah, end their pain and grand them peace. Free them from the evil people. Aamiin " 

Be patient my brothers and sisters, Allah will always stays beside you. 

#PrayForGaza

#SavePalestine

Got Quoted?

The real follower cannot be bought. 
If you're a TRUE LEADER, they will follow you without any TERMS & CONDITIONS.

- Alvianda Dwi A. -

So Fast

Hello there!

How are you all fellas? I hope you doing great.

Time fly so fast, don't you think? Even if you want to stop it, you will never can stop it. Time will fly anyway even if you are not ready yet. And this whole thing about time makes me sad. I've wasted time so much and I felt bad about it. Huhu, too bad!

I feel like really low right now. I don't know if i could achieve all my dreams by the end of the year. I can't let them ( people who fully support me, my motivations) down again. No, I can't! I won't! Please, help me God. Pleaseeee... I ask you this time with all my heart, I need to achieve all my dreams this year. No more adjournment this year. 

Mindset is #1. You must always think positive, so you can attract all the positives things around you. Just believe in LAW OF ATTRACTION, because it is just damn true!



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Keep trying! You never know when you will get the result. As long as you keep going and keep trying, you will always one step ahead from people who never tried. Keep the faith and do the best.


Good luck!
Love <3

Got Quoted?

If you are tired of starting over, STOP GIVING UP! 

- @InfoJakarta -

Built To Last

Recently, I love this song from Melee!!

Got Quoted?

Some people may think that you're not good enough, incompetent, foolish, loser, or anything they want to say about you.
But that's all doesn't matter as long as you did not satisfied them with your bad attitude towards their judgement.
Always be kind to those haters and the non-believers, someday they will see clearer than now. And they will see all goodness in you.
Be great & stay humble.

-Alvianda Dwi A.-

#notetoself #akindreminder

Cute Overloads

OMG! I found this super cute video in my facebook timeline . You should watch this video!
So touching yet so funny. 

Red Face

I'm feeling so shy right now. My heart beating so fast. Remembering all the memories I had with you. Yes, YOU! 

And yes, my face turning red every time I talked about you. Always!

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Hey guys!

How are you all? Wishing you all happy ^^

Well, I wanna ask you something. 
Did you have someone whom you spent many hours with without getting bored? And even when you talking for hours, it's never been enough? Who can share all the laughter, the tears, the jokes, even the mockeries without getting upset. 

I did!

It's never been enough talking to him. He's just so adorable. When I talk to him, I just wish that time stop ticking. I want to freeze the time. I don't wanna that moment passed. But we never can stop the time, right? Time always pass anyway. 

He's just so amazing. You can talk anything to him. He knows almost everything. Even when he didn't know what we were talking about, I never get bored. He understands people, well at least he understands me. He always knew what to say. When I'm upset, he can calm me down. When I'm sad, he can comfort me. And when I'm happy, he can make me even happier. He's the one.

Even though he is not mine, but I'm glad I had a chance to know him. And I won't let him walk away from my life. Never! 

If you had that kind of person in your life, keep them. They will make your life even brighter. If you can't find one, be that person!

Be happy! Good luck! <3

Expectation

Hello friends!

How are you all in this afternoon (or morning, or evening, or late night; well it's afternoon in my country :P) ? I just wish that all of you who read this post are happy and in a good shape. Aamiin.

Today, I want to talk about EXPECTATION! 
What do you think when you read that huge bold red word?! Did you think about what you expect from people? Or what people expect from you?

Well, for me, when i read that word, i think what people expect from me. 

It's good when you know that people expect on you. They expect many things from you because somehow they needed you and depended on you. Is it a good thing? Ya, sometimes! But what if people always expect too many from you. They expect more than you could be or do. 

It's good to know that people think that you are GOOD! They sometimes ask too much from you to be the best. To be example for the people around us. To inspire other with our personality and the quality in us. Are you proud if you could inspire other? My answer is YES! That's what i dreaming of. I wanna be the person who can inspire other, who can change people's life better, to encourage people. And honestly, people around me always told me that I could be that kind of person. I have that quality. But somehow, i feel bad with myself. I can't take that compliment because i felt that i haven't achieved anything in my life. I haven't made my dreams come true. I haven't reached my goals yet. I'm a loser (for now). I ashamed of myself. But, I will never give up. I will keep going until i reached the finish line. Until all my dreams and goals are accomplished. And for that, I need some support and faith.

I want to thank all the people who always have a faith in me, support me, encourage me in many ways, and always believe that i could do so much better with my life. That i could be the inspiration for others. Thanks to all of you. All of me love you all so much. You all are true leaders. Leaders not only tell us what to do, they also doing it with us and lead the way and never leave us behind. 

So friends, when people expect too many from you, be proud! That's because you have quality inside. Your job is only to prove that they were right. You are a champion! 

Be inspiring! Enjoy your problems! Love much!
Good luck ^^

xoxo,

Vianda 

Whoosaahh

It's been a rough day today.
Starting with a fight with my mom. A lot of yelling, tears, and disappointment. Which made me late for work and caused my part-time boss upset. 
Too many bad things happened today. Too many negative emotion. And too many angry face.

It just made me realize that no matter how hard you try to be the nicest person, to do good things, there is no guarantee that people will do the same to us. No matter how hard we try to understand them, there will always disappointment for us. 

Don't depends to people if you did not want to be disappointed. Depends only to God. Only Allah who always love us no matter what.

Got Quoted?

The fire will not be extinguished if given the fire as well. Give water then slowly the fire will be extinguish. Be wiser and more patient to face all problems. #notetoself #akindreminder

~ Alvianda D.A. ~ 

Bring Back Time

I'm trying hard to bring back our memories. But suddenly I realize, there's no good memories between us. There's only hatred and disappointments. 
You've stolen my childhood memories. Which should be full of joyous and perfect memories.

Have you ever feel really hate and upset with someone, but at the same time you really love them and miss them a lot? 
Honestly, I did! In fact, right now I feel that Feeling. And I really hate to feel that. That feeling is killing me.
But even when I feel that way. No matter how hard I covered my real feelings, I can't lie to myself that I still need you.
I acted like I don't need you. Don't care about you. I can lie to people, but I can't lie to myself. Deep down, I really love you.

But now, It's too late. There's only regrets. And that regrets can't bring you back here. Never again.
All I can do now, just pray for you. I want to tell you, no matter how hard I denied you, deep down I really love you.
Because hey, every daughters need their daddy. No matter how bad they are.
I wish I could have a second with you. No, I need much time with you. To build a good memories between us. Honestly, there's no chance.

I love you! I really do! Take care, Pa. May you rest in peace. Just believe that I do love you.

#bringbacktime



With love,


Your daughter who love and miss you so much

*from Twitter Timeline
@MisssViandaa

Last Words

Maybe, you are not the best Dad ever.

Even though, there's no memory left between us.

Even though, so many years passed by between us.

I felt so lonely and find a Dad figure my whole life.

Though sometimes I hate you because you were not around all my life.

No love.

No caring.

No support.

And i'm finally don't care about you anymore.

When I lose you, I was sad.

When you were gone forever, I was lost.

I need you, Pa!

Why you leave this soon? :(

Good bye, Pa!

I apologize.

I forgive you for everything that had happened between us.

I love you!

May you rest in peace.

Aamiin

Attitude

Life will give you many things. Sometimes, it's good. The other time, it's bad. That's not because God doesn't love us. God only wants to know how we react to the things that comes to our life. How well wa can accept it. And how bad we ignore and blame it. In the end, we can't control what things will come to us. But surely, we can control how we react to it. Enjoy life! And be grateful! #akindreminder #notetoself

HALL OF FAME

Songs really can change our mood, right? Music is relate to our life. And music can be one of the best healer for us. Looking for a great song to listen? I got this one which can make your entire day full of spirit! 

It's a song from The Script feat. Will.I.Am, Hall Of Fame. We all can be a champion. We just have to believe and just do it to make it happen. 

I really love this part:

Standing in the hall of fame (yeah)
And the world's gonna know your name (yeah)
'Cause you burn with the brightest flame (yeah)
And the world's gonna know your name (yeah)
And you'll be on the walls of the hall of fame

Well, actually all the lyrics are so awesome!! This song is really good!! Never bored to listen this all over again. 

Here i give you the lyrics and the video :)

Good luck to make your dreams come true, champs! 

xoxo

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Yeah, you can be the greatest
You can be the best
You can be the King Kong banging on your chest

You can beat the world
You can beat the war
You can talk to God, go banging on his door

You can throw your hands up
You can beat the clock (yeah)
You can move a mountain
You can break rocks
You can be a master
Don't wait for luck
Dedicate yourself and you gon' find yourself

Reff:
Standing in the hall of fame (yeah)
And the world's gonna know your name (yeah)
'Cause you burn with the brightest flame (yeah)
And the world's gonna know your name (yeah)
And you'll be on the walls of the hall of fame

You can go the distance
You can run the mile
You can walk straight through hell with a smile

You can be the hero
You can get the gold
Breaking all the records they thought never could be broke

Yeah, do it for your people
Do it for your pride
How are you ever gonna know if you never even try?

Do it for your country
Do it for your name
'Cause there's gonna be a day...

Back to Reff

Be a champion, be a champion, be a champion, be a champion
On the walls of the hall of fame

Be students
Be teachers
Be politicians
Be preachers
(Yeah)

Be believers
Be leaders
Be astronauts
Be champions
Be truth seekers

Be students
Be teachers
Be politicians
Be preachers

Be believers
Be leaders
Be astronauts
Be champions

Back to Reff

(Be a champion)
You could be the greatest
(Be a champion)
You can be the best
(Be a champion)
You can be the King Kong banging on your chest

(Be a champion)
You could beat the world
(Be a champion)
You could beat the war
(Be a champion)
You could talk to God, go banging on his door

(Be a champion)
You can throw your hands up
(Be a champion)
You can beat the clock (yeah)
(Be a champion)
You can move a mountain
(Be a champion)
You can break rocks

(Be a champion)
You can be a master
(Be a champion)
Don't wait for luck
(Be a champion)
Dedicate yourself and you gonna find yourself
(Be a champion)

Standing in the hall of fame

GLAMSTORM

Yeayyy, finally I found another styling website beside Looklet.com.
Let me introduce you to GLAMSTORM! Even though it's not as good as LOOKLET.. but still this website heals my yearning to be a fashion stylist.

Check out my profile and looks here.
And enjoy styling your looks!

Good luck! ^^


ps:

here some of my looks!

What is success?

SUCCESS is ...

When you can inspired people around you.
When you can give without expect back.
When people can listen to all your story and amazed to that story.
When you can change other people life into a better one.
When you can listen to other and feel empathy to their feelings.

When you are able to help people even if they didn't ask for it.

Success is SINCERITY.

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Have a wonderful following weekends, friends!

Good luck! 

Love <3

Collection of Success Quotes

Good luck everyone!!
BE POSITIVE! BE BRAVE!! TAKE RISKS! DREAM BIG!! ENJOY LIFE!!
THANK MORE!!