Bring Back Time

I'm trying hard to bring back our memories. But suddenly I realize, there's no good memories between us. There's only hatred and disappointments. 
You've stolen my childhood memories. Which should be full of joyous and perfect memories.

Have you ever feel really hate and upset with someone, but at the same time you really love them and miss them a lot? 
Honestly, I did! In fact, right now I feel that Feeling. And I really hate to feel that. That feeling is killing me.
But even when I feel that way. No matter how hard I covered my real feelings, I can't lie to myself that I still need you.
I acted like I don't need you. Don't care about you. I can lie to people, but I can't lie to myself. Deep down, I really love you.

But now, It's too late. There's only regrets. And that regrets can't bring you back here. Never again.
All I can do now, just pray for you. I want to tell you, no matter how hard I denied you, deep down I really love you.
Because hey, every daughters need their daddy. No matter how bad they are.
I wish I could have a second with you. No, I need much time with you. To build a good memories between us. Honestly, there's no chance.

I love you! I really do! Take care, Pa. May you rest in peace. Just believe that I do love you.

#bringbacktime



With love,


Your daughter who love and miss you so much

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