I'm feeling so shy right now. My heart beating so fast. Remembering all the memories I had with you. Yes, YOU!
And yes, my face turning red every time I talked about you. Always!
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Hey guys!
How are you all? Wishing you all happy ^^
Well, I wanna ask you something.
Did you have someone whom you spent many hours with without getting bored? And even when you talking for hours, it's never been enough? Who can share all the laughter, the tears, the jokes, even the mockeries without getting upset.
I did!
It's never been enough talking to him. He's just so adorable. When I talk to him, I just wish that time stop ticking. I want to freeze the time. I don't wanna that moment passed. But we never can stop the time, right? Time always pass anyway.
He's just so amazing. You can talk anything to him. He knows almost everything. Even when he didn't know what we were talking about, I never get bored. He understands people, well at least he understands me. He always knew what to say. When I'm upset, he can calm me down. When I'm sad, he can comfort me. And when I'm happy, he can make me even happier. He's the one.
Even though he is not mine, but I'm glad I had a chance to know him. And I won't let him walk away from my life. Never!
If you had that kind of person in your life, keep them. They will make your life even brighter. If you can't find one, be that person!
Be happy! Good luck! <3
Friday, May 30
Wednesday, May 28
Expectation
Hello friends!
How are you all in this afternoon (or morning, or evening, or late night; well it's afternoon in my country :P) ? I just wish that all of you who read this post are happy and in a good shape. Aamiin.
Today, I want to talk about EXPECTATION!
What do you think when you read that huge bold red word?! Did you think about what you expect from people? Or what people expect from you?
Well, for me, when i read that word, i think what people expect from me.
It's good when you know that people expect on you. They expect many things from you because somehow they needed you and depended on you. Is it a good thing? Ya, sometimes! But what if people always expect too many from you. They expect more than you could be or do.
It's good to know that people think that you are GOOD! They sometimes ask too much from you to be the best. To be example for the people around us. To inspire other with our personality and the quality in us. Are you proud if you could inspire other? My answer is YES! That's what i dreaming of. I wanna be the person who can inspire other, who can change people's life better, to encourage people. And honestly, people around me always told me that I could be that kind of person. I have that quality. But somehow, i feel bad with myself. I can't take that compliment because i felt that i haven't achieved anything in my life. I haven't made my dreams come true. I haven't reached my goals yet. I'm a loser (for now). I ashamed of myself. But, I will never give up. I will keep going until i reached the finish line. Until all my dreams and goals are accomplished. And for that, I need some support and faith.
I want to thank all the people who always have a faith in me, support me, encourage me in many ways, and always believe that i could do so much better with my life. That i could be the inspiration for others. Thanks to all of you. All of me love you all so much. You all are true leaders. Leaders not only tell us what to do, they also doing it with us and lead the way and never leave us behind.
So friends, when people expect too many from you, be proud! That's because you have quality inside. Your job is only to prove that they were right. You are a champion!
Be inspiring! Enjoy your problems! Love much!
Good luck ^^
xoxo,
Vianda
How are you all in this afternoon (or morning, or evening, or late night; well it's afternoon in my country :P) ? I just wish that all of you who read this post are happy and in a good shape. Aamiin.
Today, I want to talk about EXPECTATION!
What do you think when you read that huge bold red word?! Did you think about what you expect from people? Or what people expect from you?
Well, for me, when i read that word, i think what people expect from me.
It's good when you know that people expect on you. They expect many things from you because somehow they needed you and depended on you. Is it a good thing? Ya, sometimes! But what if people always expect too many from you. They expect more than you could be or do.
It's good to know that people think that you are GOOD! They sometimes ask too much from you to be the best. To be example for the people around us. To inspire other with our personality and the quality in us. Are you proud if you could inspire other? My answer is YES! That's what i dreaming of. I wanna be the person who can inspire other, who can change people's life better, to encourage people. And honestly, people around me always told me that I could be that kind of person. I have that quality. But somehow, i feel bad with myself. I can't take that compliment because i felt that i haven't achieved anything in my life. I haven't made my dreams come true. I haven't reached my goals yet. I'm a loser (for now). I ashamed of myself. But, I will never give up. I will keep going until i reached the finish line. Until all my dreams and goals are accomplished. And for that, I need some support and faith.
I want to thank all the people who always have a faith in me, support me, encourage me in many ways, and always believe that i could do so much better with my life. That i could be the inspiration for others. Thanks to all of you. All of me love you all so much. You all are true leaders. Leaders not only tell us what to do, they also doing it with us and lead the way and never leave us behind.
So friends, when people expect too many from you, be proud! That's because you have quality inside. Your job is only to prove that they were right. You are a champion!
Be inspiring! Enjoy your problems! Love much!
Good luck ^^
xoxo,
Vianda
Friday, May 23
Whoosaahh
It's been a rough day today.
Starting with a fight with my mom. A lot of yelling, tears, and disappointment. Which made me late for work and caused my part-time boss upset.
Too many bad things happened today. Too many negative emotion. And too many angry face.
It just made me realize that no matter how hard you try to be the nicest person, to do good things, there is no guarantee that people will do the same to us. No matter how hard we try to understand them, there will always disappointment for us.
Don't depends to people if you did not want to be disappointed. Depends only to God. Only Allah who always love us no matter what.
Starting with a fight with my mom. A lot of yelling, tears, and disappointment. Which made me late for work and caused my part-time boss upset.
Too many bad things happened today. Too many negative emotion. And too many angry face.
It just made me realize that no matter how hard you try to be the nicest person, to do good things, there is no guarantee that people will do the same to us. No matter how hard we try to understand them, there will always disappointment for us.
Don't depends to people if you did not want to be disappointed. Depends only to God. Only Allah who always love us no matter what.
Thursday, May 22
Got Quoted?
The fire will not be extinguished if given the fire as well. Give water then slowly the fire will be extinguish. Be wiser and more patient to face all problems. #notetoself #akindreminder
~ Alvianda D.A. ~
~ Alvianda D.A. ~
Tuesday, May 13
Bring Back Time
I'm trying hard to bring back our memories. But suddenly I realize, there's no good memories between us. There's only hatred and disappointments.
You've stolen my childhood memories. Which should be full of joyous and perfect memories.
Have you ever feel really hate and upset with someone, but at the same time you really love them and miss them a lot?
Honestly, I did! In fact, right now I feel that Feeling. And I really hate to feel that. That feeling is killing me.
But even when I feel that way. No matter how hard I covered my real feelings, I can't lie to myself that I still need you.
I acted like I don't need you. Don't care about you. I can lie to people, but I can't lie to myself. Deep down, I really love you.
But now, It's too late. There's only regrets. And that regrets can't bring you back here. Never again.
All I can do now, just pray for you. I want to tell you, no matter how hard I denied you, deep down I really love you.
Because hey, every daughters need their daddy. No matter how bad they are.
I wish I could have a second with you. No, I need much time with you. To build a good memories between us. Honestly, there's no chance.
I love you! I really do! Take care, Pa. May you rest in peace. Just believe that I do love you.
#bringbacktime
With love,
Your daughter who love and miss you so much
*from Twitter Timeline
@MisssViandaa
You've stolen my childhood memories. Which should be full of joyous and perfect memories.
Have you ever feel really hate and upset with someone, but at the same time you really love them and miss them a lot?
Honestly, I did! In fact, right now I feel that Feeling. And I really hate to feel that. That feeling is killing me.
But even when I feel that way. No matter how hard I covered my real feelings, I can't lie to myself that I still need you.I acted like I don't need you. Don't care about you. I can lie to people, but I can't lie to myself. Deep down, I really love you.
But now, It's too late. There's only regrets. And that regrets can't bring you back here. Never again.
All I can do now, just pray for you. I want to tell you, no matter how hard I denied you, deep down I really love you.
Because hey, every daughters need their daddy. No matter how bad they are.
I wish I could have a second with you. No, I need much time with you. To build a good memories between us. Honestly, there's no chance.
I love you! I really do! Take care, Pa. May you rest in peace. Just believe that I do love you.
#bringbacktime
With love,
Your daughter who love and miss you so much
*from Twitter Timeline
@MisssViandaa
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