Friend or Foe?

Hello my dearest reader,

I got an opening question for you all. 

Have you ever felt that you love and care for someone that big, but then you realize that you are not that important on their life?

What do you feel about it? Sad? Disappointed? Upset? Or maybe all that?

Same here! 

Recently, i just realize that a few persons i care about were not that into me. They talked about me behind my back. They mocked and laughed at me. They acted different to me. It's not like i didnt see it. I just refuse to care about that. Because if they were true friends, they will not talked behind my back. 

I should have realize from the very beginning i'm not part of them. They were different from me. And i shouldn't try too hard to keep them up. If they consider me as best friend or at least friend, they will try to understand me. They will not always told me to understood them instead. 

Well, that's a lesson to be learnt. Alhamdulillah, i have my true friends. So even they have done that to me, i will try not to care. If they meant to be, they will be. 

I just wish that i could be a better person than them. And i wont hurt anyone heart and always respect other's feeling. Aamiin

Have a good night, fellas!! 

I loe you!! Good luck!!