Exploded Soon

Now.
My mind is like a volcano.
Ready to explode.
Very soon.

Now.
I don't know if I could handle any more problems.
I don't know if I strong enough to face it.
I don't know if I have a big heart to take any more drama.

Now.
I'm not blaming anyone of all this sh*t.
I'm not blaming this life.
I'm not blaming God, for sure.


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God.
I never blaming you for all this.
I just need support to face it all.
I just need a little strength from You to hold on.
I just need more faith to believe that this all will end nicely.

God.
Is it wrong if I feel desperate?
Is it wrong if I feel angry?
Is it wrong if I feel devastated?
Is it wrong if I feel this is unfair?


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Me.
Be strong.
Be nice.
Be the best.
Never lose faith.
Keep believing.
Keep going.

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